Sunday, February 12, 2012

Pleasing

This weekend was my youngest daughters 21st birthday. We planned for her to come home and spend the weekend doing fun stuff for her and go out Saturday with family and friends to enjoy Elko night life. She did and we did. It was a good time for the most part. She's still here, having a relaxing day and headed back to school tomorrow. I've totally enjoyed her and I think Doyle enjoyed her and the company as well.

Now in saying that... I realized something else. Thursday night, the 1st day Heather got to town I got sick. Threw up all night. Since I've been not well with the icky belly and mega headache. I still trudged along trying to make it the perfect weekend for my daughter, cause that's what moms do. I tried hard not to let anyone know how icky I truly am feeling. In the mean time I tried to make sure the boyfriend was happy as well. My question to the world. Why do us moms do this to ourselves?

I am cooking dinner tonight that consists of fresh bread, lasagna and salad. A dinner I probably can't eat cause of my stomach. I have a headache from hell and very tired, while my boyfriend and daughter are sitting watching tv. Granted, Heather has homework and she's trying to do it and Doyle cooked and cleaned up breakfast. I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself, no complaining. But would like to know why this happens and why they allow it?